For most of my life, I've felt like I've been waiting around, just biding my time until I magically become a responsible adult who can handle life on my own. But recently, I've come to realize that life doesn't always go the way we plan. It's not a straight road that takes us exactly where we want to go. Instead, it's full of unexpected twists and turns that force us to live in the moment.
On my 18th birthday, instead of the usual cake and presents, I asked my parents to go skydiving with me as it had been a major goal of mine since I was a child. It taught me that I shouldn't wait for opportunities to open up for me, instead I should seek them out myself. Now, my dreams have become more modest and now primarily revolve around remaining curious.
As a computer science major, my main motivation to remain in the field is my strong sense of curiosity. There are endless possibilities to explore in this field, with experts constantly uncovering new things. The excitement of learning and discovering allows me to never feel stuck.
But in this journey of self-discovery I've also realized the importance of my relationships with others. In my quest for independence I pushed away people I cared about and became quite pessimistic about those around me. Now, beyond just pursuing basic career goals, I want to rediscover my capacity for empathy and kindness.
In conclusion, my life is all about curiosity, adventure, and compassion. While I do feel that my life is quite thoroughly planned out, I don't ever want to feel like I've completed everything. There is always more to see, to find, or to feel
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